Video Download: Meria Heller - June 2, 2006

Meria Heller, Keynote Address from the "9/11: Revealing the Truth / Reclaiming Our Future" conference, held in Chicago, June 2-4th, 2006

If there are any members of any secret alphabet agencies in this room… get up, identify yourselves, or leave. Or stay… and learn how you’re being used to suppress your own citizens, and how disposable you will be… when your government tires of you. – Meria Heller, June 2nd, 2006.

Meria Heller has been broadcasting an internet radio program for 7 years(!). The DVD of Heller’s keynote speech was my introduction to her worldview. The daughter of a working class American family, Heller was raised as a patriotic citizen, and remains so. However, she just doesn’t believe in all the myths anymore.

Over time, Heller became a defender of the environment and developed her own spirituality for many years, but when the “election” of George Walker Bush happened, Heller turned a corner into more political themes, believing that with the election of “Bushco”, the environment was doomed as long as he was in power.

One of the myths Heller doesn’t believe is the official story of 9/11.

With the savvy voice of a native New Yawker, Heller dismantles the 9/11 myth, runs down a host of 9/11 anomalies, and presents Rudolph Guliani as a mayor more concerned with post-9/11 “PR” than the Knight in shining armor that his glorious media patina might suggest. Drawing a long connective line between the assassination of JFK and the destruction of the Twin Towers, Heller presents both events as the manifestation of powers hidden, yet not totally invisible. You can look with her at her website, which hosts over 2,000 of her webcasts, including trailblazing interviews with Nafeez Ahmed and others.

Meria Heller: The Pentagon LIED about 9/11/01 – truth or conspiracy?
Meria Heller's website

Type: AVI Video (DivX codec required - recommended players: VLC media player or the commercial DivX player)
Duration: 1:08:19
Bit rate: 128 kbps
Dimensions: 352x272
Size: 349 MB

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They're coming to take me away, ha ha!

> If there are any members of any secret alphabet agencies in this room… get up, identify yourselves, or leave.

Sounds like a severe case of Paranoid Personality Disorder, or possibly Paranoid Schizhophrenia, common among aging hippies who have been abusing hallucinogenic drugs way too long:


What is schizophrenia?

Schizophrenia is a chronic, severe, and disabling brain disorder that has been recognized throughout recorded history. It affects about 1 percent of Americans.1

People with schizophrenia may hear voices other people don't hear or they may believe that others are reading their minds, controlling their thoughts, or plotting to harm them. These experiences are terrifying and can cause fearfulness, withdrawal, or extreme agitation. People with schizophrenia may not make sense when they talk, may sit for hours without moving or talking much, or may seem perfectly fine until they talk about what they are really thinking. Because many people with schizophrenia have difficulty holding a job or caring for themselves, the burden on their families and society is significant as well.

Positive symptoms
Positive symptoms are easy-to-spot behaviors not seen in healthy people and usually involve a loss of contact with reality. They include hallucinations, delusions, thought disorder, and disorders of movement. Positive symptoms can come and go. Sometimes they are severe and at other times hardly noticeable, depending on whether the individual is receiving treatment.

Hallucinations. A hallucination is something a person sees, hears, smells, or feels that no one else can see, hear, smell, or feel. "Voices" are the most common type of hallucination in schizophrenia. Many people with the disorder hear voices that may comment on their behavior, order them to do things, warn them of impending danger, or talk to each other (usually about the patient). They may hear these voices for a long time before family and friends notice that something is wrong. Other types of hallucinations include seeing people or objects that are not there, smelling odors that no one else detects (although this can also be a symptom of certain brain tumors), and feeling things like invisible fingers touching their bodies when no one is near.

Delusions. Delusions are false personal beliefs that are not part of the person's culture and do not change, even when other people present proof that the beliefs are not true or logical. People with schizophrenia can have delusions that are quite bizarre, such as believing that neighbors can control their behavior with magnetic waves, people on television are directing special messages to them, or radio stations are broadcasting their thoughts aloud to others. They may also have delusions of grandeur and think they are famous historical figures. People with paranoid schizophrenia can believe that others are deliberately cheating, harassing, poisoning, spying upon, or plotting against them or the people they care about. These beliefs are called delusions of persecution.

Thought Disorder. People with schizophrenia often have unusual thought processes. One dramatic form is disorganized thinking, in which the person has difficulty organizing his or her thoughts or connecting them logically. Speech may be garbled or hard to understand. Another form is "thought blocking," in which the person stops abruptly in the middle of a thought. When asked why, the person may say that it felt as if the thought had been taken out of his or her head. Finally, the individual might make up unintelligible words, or "neologisms."

Cognitive symptoms
Cognitive symptoms are subtle and are often detected only when neuropsychological tests are performed. They include the following:

poor "executive functioning" (the ability to absorb and interpret information and make decisions based on that information),
inability to sustain attention, and
problems with "working memory" (the ability to keep recently learned information in mind and use it right away)
Cognitive impairments often interfere with the patient's ability to lead a normal life and earn a living. They can cause great emotional distress.


Ms. Heller is a New Age Spiritualist Kook who's way over her head when she discusses military and political matters. Here's a sample of the claptrap she peddles in her other schtick:

The Universal Medicine Wheel - Thirteen Stones Towards Global & Personal Unity A simple circle of thirteen stones. The circle is a sacred symbol that goes back through time and space and many civilizations and cultures. Early humans knew that the circle represents infinity, the continuous circle of life. In today's world where people are beginning to realize the realistic threat to life on this planet due to famine, disease, war and destruction of our environment this simple tool puts it all into perspective.

The Earth is our Mother, and we must take care of it. That begins with the simple lesson of the Universal Wheel - "Personal, Emotional, Physical, Sexual and Spiritual Peace begins with learning about ourselves, all other human beings occupying Mother Earth (Gaia) and our interconnectedness to all living things." A real tangible tool to "clock" your own personal and global progress. A sacred space that you can use for any form of meditation, relaxation, healing, conversation, sharing and the like. There could be no better way to start your day off right, than at the Wheel. Nor, a better place to end your day as well. The message is a simple one "we will either live in a sacred manner or die".

This is not a hysterical woman saying this, check out the information on the web at and learn what Noble Prize Laureates have to say about the length of human life on this planet with the current rate of apathy, destruction and loss of the very things that sustain human life. The wheel is more than a circle of stones. It is a philosophy and lifestyle for correct living and correct thinking. A true rebound to the expression "think globally, act locally". Change begins with one person. Let the Universal Wheel® help you begin.

Get your own copy of the teaching book and start living in harmony with all living things, learn the ways of the true peaceful Warrior.


You know, I've long said to my self that if they wanted to "disable" forums like 911blogger, all they would really have to do is crapflood the forums, or in the worst case DOS the servers. Actually, a crapflood would be the "preferred" type of DOS (denial of service) attack, since it makes the forum less usable while still not pushing people to go somewhere else. And they can use the trolls to astroturf the impression of an "anti-9/11-truth" movement.

Looks like they've started, the amount of trolls has increased markedly the last months.

They're coming to troll me again, ha ha, hee hee, ho ho,,,

> You know, I've long said to my self that if they wanted to "disable" forums like 911blogger,
> all they would really have to do is crapflood the forums, or in the worst case DOS the servers.
> Actually, a crapflood would be the "preferred" type of DOS (denial of service) attack, since it
> makes the forum less usable while still not pushing people to go somewhere else. And they
> can use the trolls to astroturf the impression of an "anti-9/11-truth" movement.
> Looks like they've started, the amount of trolls has increased markedly the last months.

So who's "they"? Bush, Cheney, Halliburton, the Zionsists, FBI, CIA, NSA, Rush Limbaugh, Karl Rove, Richard Mellon Scaife, Dr, Laura, Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, and the rest of the Secret Cabal? All conspiring to stay up late and dedicate all their time and energies to bringing down this site? LOLOL!!!

Repeat after me: "I'M not paranoid, they really ARE out to get me!!!" :O)

Calm down, I'm not accusing

Calm down, I'm not accusing you of being an "agent". You're clearly too stupid and incoherent to be hired by CIA, FBI or the even the tooth fairy.

Hey, at least they're

Hey, at least they're starting to realize they are filthy, constitution evicerating, neocon, PNAC, brown shirt, authoritarian, trotskyist, straussean, zionist, monopolist, propagandizing, sadistic, torturous, treasonous, brainwashed, child molesting, homosexual disciples of allan bloom. We're making progress!

I do keep hearing voices in my head though. They're saying filthy, constitution evicerating, neocon, PNAC, brown shirt, authoritarian, trotskyist, straussean, zionist, monopolist, propagandizing, sadistic, torturous, treasonous, brainwashed, child molesting, homosexual disciples of allan bloom are destroying the republic!

On growing # of Trolls

Can the increasing number of Trolls be turned into a statistic/graph for this site? Or would that be too difficult to produce?

the Wheel

Yes, I'm a kook and a wierdo. I don't follow mass hysteria or mass mind control. I am schitzo too, as I have many personalities - truth, honesty, love, compassion.
Thanks for the compliments! If everyone else is normal, I'm glad to be a wierdo.
I do what I do for all the children of the world and the planet herself. Left to ignorance and greed and an over abundance of machismo from those who never fought a war, our leaders will destroy every living thing.
That may be fine for the masses who are sick and dying, but not acceptable to me.
There is one truth, and if it scares you, figure out why.


Thanks, Meria.

You are an inspiration.

NapoleonXIV Dynamite!

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This article is about the psychological condition. For the film, see Denial (film).
Denial is a defense mechanism in which a person is faced with a fact that is painful to accept rejects it instead, insisting that it is not true despite what may be overwhelming evidence. The subject may deny the reality of the unpleasant fact altogether (simple denial), admit the fact but deny its seriousness (minimisation) or admit both the fact and seriousness but deny responsibility (transference). The concept of denial is particularly important to the study of addiction.

The theory of denial was first researched seriously by Anna Freud. She classified denial as a mechanism of the immature mind, because it conflicts with the ability to learn from and cope with reality. Where denial occurs in mature minds, it is most often associated with death and dying. More recent research has significantly expanded the scope and utility of the concept. Elisabeth Kübler-Ross used denial as the first of five stages in the psychology of a dying patient, and the idea has been extended to include the reactions of survivors to news of a death. Thus, when parents are informed of the death of a child, their first reaction is often of the form, "No! You must have the wrong house, you can't mean our child!"

Unlike some other defense mechanisms postulated by psychoanalytic theory (for instance, repression), the general existence of denial is fairly easy to verify, even for non-specialists. On the other hand, denial is one of the most controversial defense mechanisms, since it can be easily used to create unfalsifiable theories: anything the subject says or does that appears to disprove the interpreter's theory is explained, not as evidence that the interpreter's theory is wrong, but as the subject's being "in denial".

A commonly-cited example of spurious denial is the psychologist who insists, against all evidence, that his patient is homosexual: any attempt by the patient to disprove the theory (as by pointing out his strong desire for women) is evidence of denial and thus evidence of the underlying theory. This tension can become serious, especially in areas such as child abuse and recovered memory. Proponents often respond to allegations of false memory by asserting that the subjects are genuine victims who have reverted to denial. Critics reply (some seriously, some less so) that it is the proponents who are in denial about the tenuousness of their theories.

The concept of denial is important in twelve-step programs, where the abandonment or reversal of denial forms the basis of the first, fourth, fifth, eighth and tenth steps. The ability to deny or minimize is an essential part of what enables an addict to continue his or her behavior in the face of evidence that, to an outsider, appears overwhelming. This is cited as one of the reasons that compulsion is seldom effective in treating addiction — the habit of denial remains.

Understanding and avoiding denial is also important in the treatment of various diseases. The American Heart Association cites denial as a principal reason that treatment of a heart attack is delayed. Because the symptoms are so varied, and often have other potential explanations, the opportunity exists for the patient to deny the emergency, often with fatal consequences. It is common for patients to delay mammograms or other tests because of a fear of cancer, even though this is clearly maladaptive. It is the responsibility of the care team, and of the nursing staff in particular, to train at-risk patients to avoid such behavior.

Types of Denial
DENIAL OF FACT: This form of denial is where someone avoids a fact by lying. This lying can take the form of an outright falsehood (commission), leaving out certain details in order to tailor a story (omission), or by falsely agreeing to something (assent, also referred to as "yesing" behavior). Someone who is in denial of fact is typically using lies in order to avoid facts that they think may be potentially painful to themselves or others.

DENIAL OF RESPONSIBILITY: This form of denial involves avoiding personal responsibility by blaming, minimizing or justifying. Blaming is a direct statement shifting culpability and may overlap with denial of fact. Minimizing is an attempt to make the effects or results of an action appear to be less harmful than they may actually be. Justifying is when someone takes a choice and attempts to make that choice look okay due to their perception of what is "right" in a situation. Someone using denial of responsibility is usually attempting to avoid potential harm or pain by shifting attention away from themselves.

DENIAL OF IMPACT: Denial of impact involves a person avoiding thinking about or understanding the harms their behavior have caused to themselves or others. By doing this, that person is able to avoid feeling a sense of guilt and it can prevent that person from developing remorse or empathy for others. Denial of impact reduces or eliminates a sense of pain or harm from poor decisions.

DENIAL OF AWARENESS: This type of denial is best discussed by looking at the concept of state dependant learning[1]. People using this type of denial will avoid pain and harm by stating they were in a different state of awareness (such as alcohol or drug intoxication or on occasion mental health related). This type of denial often overlaps with denial of responsibility.

DENIAL OF CYCLE: Many who use this type of denial will say things such as, "it just happened." Denial of cycle is where a person avoids looking at their decisions leading up to an event or does not consider their pattern of decision making and how harmful behavior is repeated. The pain and harm being avoided by this type of denial is more of the effort needed to change the focus from a sigular event to looking at preceeding events. I tcan also serve as a way to blame or justify behavior (see above).

DENIAL OF DENIAL: This can be a difficult concept for many people to identify in themselves, but is a major barrier to changing hurtful behaviors. Denial of denial involves thoughts, actions and behaviors which bolster confidence that nothing needs to be changed in ones personal behavior. This form of denial typically overlaps with all of the other forms of denial, but involves more self-delusion.

See also
cognitive dissonance

What she is really pointing to

Is that too few want to look closely at the big Isreali connection in the 9/11 "Holocaust". This is the meat and potatoes of the whole thing. The Israeli connection holds the key to who exactly.

Beware of those who prattle on their keyboards endlessly about their favorite "nigger" story- the Pakistani involvement. That is important but it really fills in the story of how the "patsies" were created.

Full focus to all manner of Isreali involvement. This is the strongest part of the coverup. "The Lobby" is the most disciplined and powerful group and buy deep cover through the ruse of labeling anyone who looks at them ANTI-SEMITE.

The "bigger" they come, the more they glitter the harder we fall for the distraction. Yeah and I'm crazy too.

Any facts to back up your assertion?

> The Israeli connection holds the key to who exactly.

And where's your "proof"? Some ridiculous story that all the Jews were told not to show up for work?

Why don't you provide some facts to back up your claim so we don't dismiss you as yet another bigot?

"Is real" Connection

Calm down, man. You just proved BMAC’s point. How is he a bigot? He wrote (OK, misspelled) “Israeli” not “Jews.” Would it be easier for you if he said “Likud?” That’s who’s running that country, just like the neocons here in the U.S. And if you’re a TRUE American citizen, you should be very concerned.

The Israeli connection is just as valid as any other line of inquiry in this massive crime on America. You want some FACTS?
1. The Neocons who infiltrated the Pentagon all had strong ties to Israel (some even had dual citizenship): Zakheim, Perle, Wolfowitz, Ledeen, Luti, Shulsky, Feith (who was buddies with Jonathan Pollard in law school). And “Pull-it” Silverstein is buddies with “Clean-Break” Netanyahu. Talk about conspiracies.
2. Israel figures prominently in spying on the U.S. before 9/11. All telephone records in the U.S. are monitored by Israeli companies. This a FOX NEWS report, for chrissakes:

YOU connect the dots.


Israel Is Spying In And On The U.S.? Part 1

BRIT HUME, HOST: It has been more than 16 years since a civilian working for the Navy was charged with passing secrets to Israel. Jonathan Pollard pled guilty to conspiracy to commit espionage and is serving a life sentence. At first, Israeli leaders claimed Pollard was part of a rogue operation, but later took responsibility for his work.

Now Fox News has learned some U.S. investigators believe that there are Israelis again very much engaged in spying in and on the U.S., who may have known things they didn't tell us before September 11. Fox News correspondent Carl Cameron has details in the first of a four-part series.

Published: 12/12/01 FOX News. Part 1 of a 4 part series: Part 2- Part 3 - Part 4
These items have since been removed from the FOX News web site:

Is that you Alan (Dershiwitz)

The Israeli connection is the Key and screw off with the B.S. about a specific few being warned. Sling the bigot label till it has no meaning-that time is coming soon. I'm talking AIPAC type of power and influence that is only matched by the extent of effective control over Congress and all aspects of the Presidency itself, and denial of the truth of 9/11.

The Israelis were the producers of the show. Great cries of BIGOT angry denuciations of ANTISEMITE will be raised by mobs shuttling back and forth......

Do not be put off . Much of the information is already available. This is where the focus must go.The biggest danger to the truth is the Israeli Lobby and this is where the energy must go. Forget about Mineta and the little piecemeal. Now attack me ...go ahead ....I want to see your hatred

Wow, you're really smart!

Denial isn't just a river in Egypt.
Takes one to know one.
Sticks and stones.
Shall I continue?
Look to where your fear comes from and you may be able to help yourself.

as expected: new hit pieces on Jesse Ventura

How NOT to be a Jon Gold Woo-Woo.


I'll start "thinking rationally" when Matt Taibi starts!



When I see an Anonymous attack on Jon Gold, in a thread where his name doesn't even show up, makes me believe in him even more.

Keep up the good work Jon!


Come again?

How is logic an attack on Jon?

Increased Troll Activity

I have noticed in the past month or so a definite uptick in the number of trolls on 9/11 truth blogs. The right-wing does have paid bloggers to disrupt with ad hominem attacks the normal discourse that you would normally find on these sites.
As more and more Americans become aware of the phoniness of the "official version" of 9/11 you can expect more paid trolls to show up here and at other sites.

The army of unknown and

The army of unknown and known users supporting LJ Chavez as whistleblower speaks for itself. Now that his certificate was a manipulated image, they've gone silent, back to their rat-holes...


But isn't this entire Foley story one huge distraction right now?


Damn circus.


But 911 Press For Truth is no longer on google video!!


It's here

You're both wrong. You just

You're both wrong. You just linked the trailer. The first link that used to work was pulled, but somebody put it back on google, and it is linked up top here.

The new Zawahiri video seems

The new Zawahiri video seems to be a (failed) attempt for a new "October surprise": Once again, he bashes W.Bush over losing the "war on terror" etc., with the hidden intention to make Bush seem the "enemy of my enemy" to the voters and secure a strong Republican outcome in November. Will it be enough, or is Karl Rove in for another Al-Qaeda stunt?

yeah, lets hope that tape

yeah, lets hope that tape coupled with the Atta tape is the only October surprise. if it is, thats great, but somehow i dont think they are finished yet. the fake terror threats really are starting to lose more credibility than i thought though.

italics closed

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nice job :) just fixed it.

nice job :)

just fixed it.