Follow up letter to my Pastor.

God bless you, truth seekers,

I know I am not heard from that much since I can no longer go on this site at work, but I thought
I would follow up on the letter I wrote about 6 months ago to my Pastor. I'll let you know the response. I want to let everyone know that there are other Christian Truth Seekers out there. God Bless all of you and keep up the fight for turth.
The letter follows:

Hello Pastor *****,

I'm not sure where to start. It's been almost 6 months since I gave you that letter & DVD, Pastor *****. I prayed over that letter. I really prayed over it, intensely. I don't like to reveal to people the contents of my personal prayer, but I need you to know that I prayed for God to make clear to me if I was on the wrong track in regards to this issue. Since that morning 6 months ago, I have not been able to convince myself that all this is not true. In fact, the more I look into it, the more ridiculous the "official" story sounds. I remember a few months back, you mentioned in a sermon that you were a building inspector. I would imagine that you have some, if not extensive knowledge in building construction and have the mind to understand some aspects of structural engineering. I'm not sure if you are familiar with the design of the WTC, but it does not take long to understand the redundancy of these structures once you see how they were built. Yet, we watched them pulverize into dust like sand castles in 10 seconds. Freefall in a vacuum is 9 seconds. Add onto that the numerous reports of pre-collapse explosions, squibs down the sides of the building, plus a pyroclastic flow and what do you get? Controlled Demolition. http://www.implosionworld.com/cinema.htm I recommend you take a look at the Southwark Towers at that website. If you see little thumbnails at the bottom of the screen, it's the one on the bottom row, 3rd from the left. Its under "Cinema Explosif'" if you are not there. You will notice the pre-collapse explosions, squibs down the sides and a freefall collapse.

I was there at FBC ******* on September 10th of this year where you showed that odd video montage of the CNN news clips "Showdown in Iraq" blended in with clips of the towers falling, blended in with "Saving Private Ryan". Since we all know that Iraq had nothing to do with 9/11 and the "War on Terror" is nothing like WWII, I was not sure what the point of that video was. Once I got passed that line of thinking, I realized that one of the clips you had in that video showed exactly what I am talking about. It was very clear and it was stunning to see it on the big screen. The clip I am referring to is the one that shows a close-up of the towers and the camera follows the pulverizing building down the collapse wave. If you go back and watch this clip (or any clip for that matter), keep an eye on the sections of the building below the collapse zone. You will see huge 'demolition squibs' shooting out about 50 feet or so from the middle of the building. Just like the Southwark Towers. This is what got me, Pastor. Once I realized that these buildings were probably imploded, there was no turning back.

If I am severely misguided, why haven't you counseled me? Why leave a brother in Christ wondering for 6 months? Sitting in church the few times I have attended the past few months has been odd, to say the least. I really felt like I stuck my neck out and was left confused...very confused. It is not easy approaching someone with this information. It's one of the hardest things I have ever done. As I sat there listening to you preach about change and a new direction for the church, where you reach out to the community, I couldn't help but wonder why my anguish has been ignored. I do not like knowing these things. I wish it would all go away. All I want, is to do my job, raise a family, pay my taxes and follow Christ. I don't want this ugliness, but it won't go away. It seems God does not want me to ignore it, which I would gladly do if it would leave me alone.

I am not sure what I want from you. At the very least, I was hoping you could help me cope with some biblical advise. It feels odd telling you this since, I would expect, that's what pastors are supposed to do. I understand that the "War on Terror" very well could be one of the "rumors of wars" that the bible talks about. Once I realized this, that verse made much more sense since the "War on Terror" seems to be a bogus war.
I feel like I am rambling on and it is late. What am I supposed to do, Pastor?

Blessings,
******

It's late everyone. I will

It's late everyone. I will read your responses tomorrow night. I live on the West coast and it seems everyone is gone by the time I get on here.

-----From a decon @ my church: "I want to tell you something very serious......very serious, but I don't want you to say 'I told you so'. I want you to forgive me........I know now, about 9/11."-------

Copy of original letter sent 6 months ago.

Dear Pastor ******,

I have been in anguish over the past 4 years over a subject that not many want to talk about these days. I have come to the Lord for guidance and feel He is leading me to write this letter to you. I have an incredible drive in me that I can’t ignore anymore and I feel it is time for me to do something about it. It is amazing how things are lining up in my life to bring this information to you and the good people of FBC *******.

As you may know, I am a former member of FBC ***** and a former member of the FBC ******Praise Band. I fell away from the church at a time when it was going through some difficulties that have paved the way for you to become Pastor. During this time I have been on an incredible journey that has led me back to your church. I have been in prayer about this issue and all indications are that I am supposed to pass this on to you for you to consider.

I am not sure where you are in your walk in regards to 9/11, but I am sure you can at least recognize that this event is playing a significant role in many of the policy decisions of the current administration. I feel the Lord is pushing me to reveal what I have learned about this horrible event. I have wept before the Lord many times and cried out to Him asking, “Why Lord? Why me? Why do I see what so many do not?” He is still counseling me on this issue, as it is a heavy burden on my heart. Some of my family has come to realize that the questions I, and many others raise about 9/11 are valid and need to be discussed. Others do not want to hear it and I don’t blame them. I believe that the Lord loves justice and does not want His people to be deceived. I feel the best way to get this message across is for you to watch, prayerfully and with an open mind and heart, the DVD I included with this letter, as there is so much information and disinformation out there.

After attending the “Shroud” event a few weeks back I came to realize you are not afraid of controversial subjects and I commend you for that. This is one of the events that have led to this letter and it is amazing to see the path the Lord is showing me. I have put this off for too long for fear of ridicule, but I am not afraid anymore. I pray that you will consider organizing a showing of this video to FBC ****** in the near future if you feel it is the Lords will. I understand this is the mother of all controversies, but it is too important to ignore. The “9/11 truth movement” is growing rapidly and has now humbly come to your church for your help. If you have any questions for me, or want to discuss this in any way, my door is always open.

God Bless You Pastor,
******
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-----From a decon @ my church: "I want to tell you something very serious......very serious, but I don't want you to say 'I told you so'. I want you to forgive me........I know now, about 9/11."-------

T-Bone, I have followed your

T-Bone,

I have followed your efforts with your pastor, and you have surely had the prayers of all sincere people here. I've no advice you haven't heard before, but one story comes to mind. A long time ago in one of those positive-thinking management/sales seminars, a speaker made a point about a sales rep complaining "If only I could get _Bob_ in my downline, then my organization would _really_ take off!" The speaker made the point that "Don't spend so much time on Bob, he may or may not come around one day, meanwhile, you Keep Moving!" (ie, keep spreading your word).

This may or may not have much applicability to your situation, I just wanted to share it with you. God bless you my friend!

TBone, Glad to see you

TBone,

Glad to see you posting this. I remember your posts about the video that was shown involving iraq/911/ww2, and i know that something like that would make me incredibly stand offish.

i hope you will post the response you received, and my prayers are with you.

Hey, T-Bone!

I'm glad you got a blog going on this. Your two letters are very powerful and regardless of what your pastor thinks about 9/11, I'm very surprised that he has not responded to you.

As I've mentioned, both of my parents are pastors, although my dad is now retired. Although I do not consider myself a Christian, I grew up immersed in church life and still have a connection to that community through them. You are absolutely right to wonder why in the world your pastor has not reached out to you. I think he must be scared witless, because even if he thought you were just flat-out crazy, as your pastor he should feel a responsibility to help guide you through what is obviously a very trying time for you spiritually.

I think you should make an appointment to see him in person. Is that a possibility?